Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Challenging

I have been hanging out with lost of people this week that are super fun and I have been enjoying life a lot. Going to play texas hold um and pool and darts and movies and martini bars etc.... I have located my new future its just a matter of time now for the house to sell. The new place is Keizer Oregon its a small town like Antioch that boarders Salem. I got a new Job pending my background with t-mobile. I just need to finish jades service dog stuff and Ill be set New life altogether. 

New Job
New House
Newly Single
New town 
New Friends

Its mostly exciting to me that I am moving some where totally strange to me with a new job and shit and all alone. 

Im torn about a lot going on, but I have had some great distractions with new friends. I think its best to give up Jade, but I know Im the one whose gonna give her the best love and she may just need a dog walker to come by once a day and some training to go to work with me but I owe it to me and her to make it work she is all I have now mi familia. I will never be able to do it. 

There is so much I wanna share about what's going on who im hangin out with and what Im going, but can't out of respect to parties involved. I can say getting a divorce is turning out to be the best choice. I think its cliché but we were 2 different people who gave up a lot for eachother to try and make it work. In the long run we didn't have kids fortunatly and we have learned some lessons. Im really ready for life to move on. I feel like I Know more now and have had my eyes opened wide to things.

Anja

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

This is the Anja I know and love. You can take the bull by the horns, throw out the B.S. and move on with your life. I know you will find a way to keep Jade. She needs you as much as you need her. It is exciting seeing and hearing about the changes you are making in your life. It is like you are coming out of a box that confined you and now you are stretching and growing and becoming a better you. I love you. And by the way, you ARE #1 with me.

Mo